FUCK

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.

I just want to scream. I am so exhausted of always overextending myself and getting shafted in return. It's a pretty crappy feeling when you get treated like dirt by people you live your life for.
And, even though I've been treated badly I still feel bad for being mad at them. My sister should be so appreciative of me for all I do for her. I dont expect her to kiss the ground I walk on or repay me in anyway all I ask if for her respect and I mean she can at least be pleasent.. Instead, I always get the grunt of her teenage attitude. I would have LOVED to have a sister like me! WTF? It makes me not want to care. I bend over backwards everyday, exhausting myself for everyone in my household and lately I really feel like it all goes unnoticed. I work 40+ hours a week, come home and clean every night otherwise it will look like a dump because no one else will lift a finger, make dinner, and do it all again the next day. I always have eveyones back but no one even looks twice my way.