My first blog

My first blog! I decided I should create a blog because I am literally driving myself crazy just sitting home everyday watching day time television. At least this way I could get out some of my thoughts. Well, I've just had open heart surgery on the 19Th of November. I am really glad that it's over with.. I found out that I needed surgery so fast it was scary.. I went in for my routine appointment with my cardiologist and then needed an angiogram done then the next thing I new I needed surgery within 3 months. I knew once I was having the angiogram done that I would eventually need the surgery I just didn't realize how fast I would need it. The surgeon scheduled the surgery for the 19Th and I had like literally 2 weeks to figure it all out. I was running around crazy trying to get everything sorted out.. I got out of the hospital last Monday so I was only in there for 6 days. I was in so much pain when I first got out of surgery but the hardest thing was not being able to see Gavin. Chase brought our laptop to the hospital though and I would talk to Gavin over skype, which is really cool because I could actually see him, but it was really hard!! Anyway, now I'm home. Its hard because I am still really limited on what I can and cant do. I'm not used to just sitting at home though. It's tough because usually I'd love to be home I could clean do laundry, etc. But, this time it's hard because I'm still so sore that I cant do much. Anyway, I need to go wake up my boys now Chase has class in 45 min. I dont think he set his alarm.....